Positivity

Disappearing quietly into the void,
Is ever more tempting to do,
Searching for my own identity,
Trapped in the wrong world,
Removed from my people,
Unable to go where I belong,
Stripped of all I’ve loved,
This is torture.

Pretending to belong with these animals,
Although they believe my lies
I hate them more every day.
Never will I be free of this.

Hoping for eventual escape,
Aware I have a battle first,
Trying to destroy my own kin,
Rebelling against all my kind,
Even my own better judgment,
Damnation the inevitable end.

And yet I keep going from one life to the next,
Never willing to give up the battle to my brother,
Give up the future of this world and People,
Ending him will let me finally end myself.
Reaching finally the endless void.